* strange & beautiful [Edward]

[bella marie cullen]

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BABY, I CAN SEE YOUR HALO
YOU KNOW YOUR MY SAVING GRACE, YOUR EVERYTHING I NEED AND MORE.
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Weekends always seemed to drag just as long as the weeks, not having to sleep means that days feel like weeks and weeks feel like forever, of course, this didn’t really matter when you were blissfully happy, even blissfully happy could be an understatement, pure ecstasy was more along the lines of how one would describe Bella’s life, she still couldn’t quite believe the way things had panned out. When she first moved to Forks it was only meant to be for a little while, and then she met Edward her soul mate, they began dating much to the dismay of everyone and it wasn’t long before she figured out that he was somewhat “different” of course, he was a vampire. That didn’t stop Bella’s need to be with him, he was her heart, without him her life was nothing, she almost died once trying to live without him and they have never been apart since. Moving to Dublin was a hard choice for the Cullen’s to make, especially Bella, she didn’t want to leave Charlie behind but knew it was for his own safety, if anything had ever happened to him, she would never have forgiven herself.
Renesmee also didn’t want to leave Forks, or to be more accurate, Jacob. Bella was glad that she had someone she could trust around Renesmee, even if Edward wasn’t particularly attuned to the idea.

The weather outside was particularly dreary looking, choosing to live in Ireland was a must for the Cullen’s but Bella couldn’t help but miss the sunshine a little, she could go out in it, just not in public which actually made it rather difficult. Leaning against the wall, Bella let out a small sigh, one which signalled boredom more than anything, Renesmee was spending every second she was awake with Jacob, which was fine, when Bella was with Edward at first, she did exactly the same thing, she now knew how Renee felt! Edward was away with Jaz and Emmett on some “boys hunting trip” Rose, Alice and Esme were hunting too and Carlisle was busy with work, which meant that Bella was on her lonesome, sometimes some alone time was good but even now, after almost a decade together, Bella hated the idea of being away from Edward too long, she started to feel panicky as if he would leave, he had done it before, and swore he never would again, but sometimes there was a nagging feeling in the back of her mind.

Pushing off the wall and standing up straight, Bells started to tap her feet, hopeing that for some reason the rhythm would help her think of something to do. There wasn’t a lot to do in Dublin, well, not for someone who was alone. Edward was due to get back sometime after sunset, which was approximately an hour away. A small grin overtook Bella’s lips, it had been a while since Edward and herself had had some alone time, or at least time to spend together, turning towards the door, Bella sprinted up to her room trying to pick out something that was appropriate to wear to a pub, the Stags head was pretty much across the street from the Cullen’s house, it was where all the local adults hang out and grab a drink, the atmosphere is always so welcoming, infact, all the people in Dublin had taken to the Cullen’s surprisingly well, people would always stare at them when they were out and about, but that was pretty much the same wherever they went.

Turning the handle on her wardrobe door, Bella took a step back and looked at her colour co-ordinated closet, of course Alice had organised her clothes for her, meaning that it would be “easier” to find, grabbing a pair of skinny jeans with a t-shirt, Bella quickly changed, putting on a pair of heels to match, anything that she wore would be complimented by Edward, he was very sweet like that. Turning to look in the mirror, Bells ran her finger through her hair, trying to make it look at least semi presentable, her dark chocolate hair now hung below her shoulders, it was wavy and curly as usual.

Smiling at her reflection made Bella think back to her “old” appearance, what she used to look like before she was changed. She never really considered herself a particularly good looking girl, well, she wasn’t stunning. But since she became immortal her looks seemed to have changed and she even began to feel like she belonged with Edward whereas before she always felt inadequate. Clothes seemed to fit better now, even dresses, this resulted in a new found confidence that Bella had never had before. Grabbing her handbag she head downstairs, grabbing a piece of paper and scrawling on it:

My Love,

I needed to keep my mind busy from going crazy!
I am at the Stags Head, join me for a drink?

Love you,

B xxx

Putting the pen down, Bella placed the note on the table next to the sofa, one place that Edward would definitely look. Heading towards the door, Bells grabs her coat and slips her arms inside, the weather seemed to be picking up outside, grabbing the latch on the door, she let herself out, closing it firmly behind her. Bella started the short walk to the pub, within a couple feet she could hear the laughter of people, and music being played, it always brought a little smile to her face, it reminded her of one big family, and everyone was friendly to each other. Heading towards the entrance, Bells took off her jacket and head inside, the heat from the log fire hit her almost instantly, of course, and it made no real difference, walking towards the bar, she smiled at the barman “A glass of pinot grigio, please” she finished, and watched the slightly bemused barman stare at her, she seemed to have that effect on a lot of people. Bella smiled politely as she received the glass of wine and gave him a £10 “Keep the change”, she said in her angelic voice.

Walking through the crowd, Bella spots a corner of the pub that seems quieter, grabbing a seat, she props her glass of wine on the table. The atmosphere inside the pub tonight seemed particularly electric, people were huddled together in groups and the live music filled the air, the place always felt so inviting. Glancing down at her watch, Bella let a smile spread across her face, it wouldn’t be long until she was with her love.



NOTES EDWARD & BELLA! YAY!
WORDS 1,101
TAGGED Kayla
CREDIT BY HEY BAYBAY !? AT CAUTION !

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[edward anthony cullen]

I see a sense of wonder

deep inside your eyes

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Edward nodded as he spoke to Emmett, "I'll see you later, as well as the others. I want to get back to Bella before the sun has completely set." Emmett nodded in an understanding way as he hurried off to the other direction, to inform Carlisle and Jasper of Edward leaving. Edward didn't waste anytime as he hurried through the forest, dodging tree after tree as his pace quickened to beat the sun. Edward felt the rain hitting down hard on him, regardless of the speed he was traveling. Edward rounded one last tree and the Cullen house came into view. He smiled as he saw the light on up in his bedroom that he shared with Bella. He hurried through the back door of the house, drops of water falling down onto the wooden floors. He would clean that up later if he wasn't already dry by the time he returned back home later that evening. Edward walked up the stairs, his eyes focused on the bedroom door at the end of the long hallway. He wasn't quite sure if Bella was here or not, her scent was overwhelming to him, even as a vampire and since he couldn't exactly read her mind that would give him a bit of a challenge to know if she was home or not.

Edward entered their bedroom, realizing that Bella wasn't here and had already left the house. He sighed and walked over to the window, eying across the forest to the sun that was setting. At least he beat the sunset. Edward exited the bedroom and went downstairs to find a letter that Bella had written to him. He read it quickly, a smile forming across his granite face. Edward held the note in his hand as he hurried up the stairs, pulling the white t-shirt he had on off halfway up the stairs. He was aware no one was home, so this wasn't too much of a big deal and plus he was insanely easy on the eyes, so no one would care either way. He tossed the dirty shirt into a basket that was inside of the wardrobe that his dearest sister Alice had managed to put together for Bella and Edward, it being nearly the size of their bedroom. He grabbed a white undershirt and pulled it on soon pulling a blue button down shirt on around him and then his pea coat jacket. He stared at his jeans, stains across them. Animal blood, no less. He sighed and pulled his jeans off, tossing them too inside of the clothing hamper and changed into a pair of black denim jeans. Once he had changed and was ready now, he slipped the note onto the table right outside the wardrobe room and left the bedroom. He figured Bella had only been there for a short time, since her scent was still linger among the home. Edward glanced around one last time before he slipped out of the front door and into the night air, rain drizzling down.

The night was calm and had a breeze that brushed against Edward's body, causing his hair to adjust accordingly. He glanced from either side of the street. No traffic, that was nice. But he could hear the thoughts and laughter from the people that were already in the pub across from the Cullens home. He enjoyed coming here, especially with Bella and the rest of his family. He tucked his hands into the pocket of his jeans and hurried across the street. There was a group of younger girls that were staring at him, he could hear one of them whisper how he was a normal customer here at stags head and that he was too beautiful for words. The others girls words soon were forgotten when he could smell his love in the other room. He grinned and hurried to open the front door of the pub, feeling the heat hit his face instantly. Edward stopped once he got inside, tuning out the other thoughts that the people were thinking and looking for a specific person in the pub and there she was, as beautiful as ever sitting across from where he was standing. He slipped through the groups of people, apologizing when he bumped someone the wrong way. There was a large group between Edward and Bella, which gave him the perfect opportunity to 'try' to sneak up on her, though he was sure that his attempt would fail in the end. With Bella being a vampire, she was good at what she could do.

Edward was behind Bella now and pressed against the wall as he stared at her from behind. Even without seeing her face she was fetchingly beautiful and it hurt to look as such beauty, but he had always thought of Bella this way. Even when she was a human. He didn't waste anymore time as he got directly behind Bella, bending down, he pressed his lips on the top of her head. "My love," He whispered to where only she could hear. Edward grinned and slipped into the seat beside of her, his arm wrapping around her body and pulling her closer to him. "You look stunning, love." Every time he saw her, he swore she got more and more beautiful.


word count: 885.
tag: Bella&Edward, duh!
notes: none yet. =)
credit: created by me.

[bella marie cullen]

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BABY, I CAN SEE YOUR HALO
YOU KNOW YOUR MY SAVING GRACE, YOUR EVERYTHING I NEED AND MORE.
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The atmosphere inside the pub was getting denser by the minute, it wasn’t big at the best of times, even though it was almost at capacity, someone looking in from the outside would be mistaken into thinking it was a giant family inside celebrating some kind of occasion. Everyone that lived on the same street as the Cullen’s knew each other and more importantly looked out for each other that might be one of the reasons that the Cullen’s have fit in so quickly, they have a caring and empathetic side, much like the traits of their fellow neighbours. The live music in the bar was typically Irish; the band consisted of 4 people, one person singing, and one on drums, one on guitar and one on the keyboard. It wasn’t something Bella would usually listen to, but any live music she found particularly fascinating, she would spend hours and hours watching Edward play the piano, particularly her lullaby. He would hum it to her back when she was human and within 5 minutes Bella would be asleep, often snoring or talking.

Sitting across from where Bella sat were a group consisting of two couples, they were continually staring at her, if she was still human Bella was sure she would be a very bright crimson colour and although it was something that she wasn’t entirely used to, the attention from everyone was somewhat flattering “…I know what you mean, she could be a supermodel..” Bella smiled when she tuned into hear the last part of the sentence, no one would have been saying that if she was still human, it was weird how immortality seemed to agree with her.

Glancing down at her watch, Bella began tapping the table with her finger, Edward should be arriving pretty much any minute. Any time she was away from him was far too long, she couldn’t bare it. Bella couldn’t believe that she had lived without him for over 6 months, although during that time she was a hollow shell, Edward is her life support, without him she starts to crumble. It’s so rare in life to find your other half and Bella would never ever let him go. Minutes began to pass and Bella’s impatience grew, she started tapping the beat to her lullaby, the familiar sound started to make her less impatient until she was smiling to herself.

"My love," Bella started to grin as she felt his lips push against her head, even when he kissed her now, she could feel herself going weak, her intense lust for Edward hadn’t changed after she became immortal, which was something she was thankful for. She never wanted to feel “satisfied” physically with Edward. As Edward sat down next to her, Bella cosied up to him, making sure that there was no gap in-between them, she never wanted any space to be in-between them. "You look stunning, love." Bella smiled as she heard Edward compliment her, he always complimented her, it didn’t matter what she wore, in his eyes she was already perfect.
Leaning in towards Edwards ear, Bella let out a small breathe “You know, you don’t look so bad yourself.” She said, leaning away and catching his gaze, Edward somehow managed to look even more beautiful than when they first met, there wasn’t anything about him that wasn’t perfect, his eyes were a window to his soul and Bella liked to spend as much time as possible staring into them, his crooked smile was like no other, whenever he smiled Bella was beaming. How could one person be so lucky?

”How was the trip with Emmett and Jaz?” Bella said as she took Edwards hand in hers, making sure that her fingers were laced with his. Bella didn’t mind Edward going on hunting trips with his brothers; she knew full well that when they went on hunting trips, Edward spent most of his time worrying about her instead of actually trying to combat his thirst; it was just easier to go separately. Bella usually went on trips with Rose, Alice and Esme, they were more leisurely and Bella didn’t feel so intimidated. She chose not to go this week, purely because she didn’t want to leave Renesmee in the house by herself, of course Jacob would have been more than happy to stay with her but it was something that Bella didn’t feel totally comfortable with.

”I missed you whilst you were gone” Bella said as her thumb started to trace circles around Edwards hands, she always missed him. Leaning up to his face, Bella placed a kiss on Edwards lips, soft and gentle and full of love, pulling away she smiled and cosied up to his chest, resting her chin and looking up, even from an odd angle, Edward seemed to look like some Greek Adonis, no one could ever look as perfect as he does. ”I love you, Edward” Bella said as she continued to look up at him, her world and her universe, love pouring out of her body language, it was easy for anyone to see. They were made for each other.




NOTES EDWARD & BELLA! YAY!
WORDS 856
TAGGED Kayla
CREDIT BY HEY BAYBAY !? AT CAUTION !

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[edward anthony cullen]

I see a sense of wonder

deep inside your eyes

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Being around Bella gave Edward so much to live for, so much to gain. It was hard to explain his love to her, people would see them walking together and instantly know that they were in love. When Edward was around Bella, he couldn't keep his hands off of her. He had to be touching her, in some way or another. Whether it was caressing the palm of her hand or holding her tight in their bed in their room, that wasn't used for sleeping. Sometimes he missed watching her sleep, watching her dream of him and speak his name. It gave Edward comfort to know that even in her sleep, she thought of him, spoke his name, and wanted him. When it came to Bella, his love for her was undying, it would always be there whether they were apart or together - it was strong and it was forever. Edward and Bella had their ups and down with both of them being stubborn, but one thing they agreed on was their love being forever. Edward had messed up before, leaving her in Forks for several months believing that it was better for her. But in all reality, it wasn't better. He was worse. He needed to her live and she needed him to survive. Edward tore himself away from the painful memory as he smiled down at his Bella, "I hoped that you would enjoy what you see," He grinned, his breathe falling down upon her neck. Of course he needed need air or anything, but he still did it to keep himself somewhat human. "I must repeat myself, love, you look perfect," He grinned his hand running down the side of her face, his eyes focused on her eyes. "I'll never get over how beautiful you are,"

Edward kept his grip on Bella, not a hurting grip, but a protective one. From across the room, he heard the thought of someone thinking something wrong of Bella, something he didn't approve of. He jerked his head in their direction and narrowed his eyes, his teeth exposing slightly. The man instantly was aware of what was happening and turned his head the other direction, placing his back to the immortal couple. Edward released a small growl and turned his attention back to Bella, as if nothing had just happened. "It was long without you, my love." He admitted shrugging his shoulders, "I decided that I should leave early, I missed you far too much." He told her, one hand caressing the side of her face still. "How eventful have things been for you while I was away? Nothing too exciting?" He asked, his eyes traveling down to her lips, craving them. "I missed you so much, sweetheart. More than words can describe," Edward spoke the truth. Being apart from Bella, even if it meant just going to feed and coming back - no matter the time apart, it was too much for him. He felt like his soul was being ripped away from him and he hated it. "We should try to hurt, just the two of us one day," He grinned big, pushing some hair out of her face. "Being apart from you is too much for me, love," He told her, his face expressionless as he stared into her eyes.

Edward felt Bella's lips against his and everything around him became separated from the two. The surrounding of them dissipated and the only thing that Edward could feel, hear, smell, all of it was Bella and their embrace. His hands ran behind her hand and brought her face closer to his, his hands slipping through her strands. The kiss ended far too quickly for what Edward wanted. He pressed his forehead against Bella's and sighed, "I love you so much, Bella, so much." He said, his eyes closing and his hands bringing her closer, nearly onto his lap. He could hear the couple from earlier that was staring and commenting on Bella staring at them, with wide eyes. He smirked as he heard them speak, "Look at that, baby! Why can't we be like that? So passionate," He tucked some hair behind Bella's ear and grinned wide, "Love, do you hear that? We're passionate." He laughed softly leaning forward and pressing his lips against Bella's, rougher than the first kiss they had. Edward began to lose track of what he was doing as he was scooting closer and closer towards Bella, his body pressing her against the wall that was behind her in the seats they were sitting in. Edward's hands roamed across her shoulder and up in her hair, the kiss become more intense and passionate until he broke it with a groan, "I was away from you for far too long, love."

word count: 795.
tag: Bella&Edward, duh!
notes: none yet. =)
credit: created by me.

[bella marie cullen]

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BABY, I CAN SEE YOUR HALO
YOU KNOW YOUR MY SAVING GRACE, YOUR EVERYTHING I NEED AND MORE.
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Being around Edward was never a chore, it was so often in life that people in love took advantage of the time they had together, not Bella though, she could spend every minute of every day with Edward and she would still cherish every second. She needed him, to survive. Living simply wasn’t an option without Edward. Bella had tried to live without Edward once before and failed miserably, she barely survived it and swore when Edward came back to Forks that she wouldn’t ever live without him, it simply wasn’t worth it. Bella sometimes missed their life back in Forks. It was the one place that the Cullen’s actually fitted in without anyone asking any questions, unfortunately they were beginning to attract unwanted attention and it was safer for the community if they left and never went back, Bella stayed in touch with Charlie via the phone and letters but it wasn’t the same. Bella often missed the close relationship she had with her father, although it didn’t seem like they were close knit, Bella had more in common with her father than most people realised. Just the thought of him made her feel sad.

"I hoped that you would enjoy what you see," of course, Bella always liked what she saw, it didn’t matter what Edward was wearing or doing, she was drawn to him like a moth to a flame, he was almost too perfect for words, back when Bella was a human she often thought she wasn’t pretty enough to stand next to someone as beautiful as Edward, of course he believed she was beautiful from the inside out but physically she always felt inadequate. ”You know you’re the most beautiful person on this planet” Bella admitted with somewhat of a grin covering her face, it was true Edward was just as beautiful on the inside as she was, if not more. Although he didn’t always think that, the best part was Edward was her’s and he would be for the rest of eternity, something she never got bored of saying to herself.

Bella cosied up to Edward as the space in-between them dwindled, it didn’t matter where they were or who was looking when Bella was with Edward it was just the two of them and no one else, it’s the way it has always been and that was never going to change, she had to have him close to her, it didn’t matter how, as long as they were touching, she was happy. Bella looked up and noticed Edward growling at someone, having a husband who could read people’s minds would sometimes come in handy, other times not so much, she was pretty sure that a guy was thinking an indecent thought and Bella knew how much it irritated Edward, having to listen to it. Looking up at Edward she gazed into his eyes, "It was long without you, my love." Bella smiled as she continued to catch Edwards gaze, he was right, time apart was always hard, it didn’t matter how short the time was, it was like living in hell. "We should try to hurt, just the two of us one day," Bella grinned at the thought of going hunting with Edward, the first time they went it was definitely an unforgettable experience, but she always worried that Edward would lose concentration ”I was thinking of asking you the same thing, maybe Alice should pick me out another dress?” Bella said winking and giving a coy smile, reminding Edward of the first hunting trip they went on and Alice didn’t pick particularly practical attire. Bella ended up almost half naked with blood all over her, but Edward seemed to oddly like it.

As Bella pulled away from her kiss, she looked at Edward again, staring into his topaz eyes, "I love you so much, Bella, so much." at that moment Bella’s eyes filled with love, if a vampire could cry she would be doing it now, ”I love you Edward, I always have and I always will, I love you more each day and I never ever want to be apart from you” she finished the sentence, taking a moment to pause and look at Edward again, she just couldn’t help it. After gazing for a second, Bella turned to see a couple near them mumbling; "Look at that, baby! Why can't we be like that? So passionate," Bella smirked a little as she heard the couple’s compliment, it was true when she was around Edward she physically couldn’t get enough and to a couple on the outside it might look like they were a little full on. Bella leaned in towards the kiss as Edward pressed his lips hard against hers, the kisses Edward gave were always the most passionate and filled with love, Bella moved back with Edward until her back was against the wall, pushing her chest into Edwards, she pulled away for a second “It looks like we are a little passionate” she said, leaning into the kiss again, pulling Edwards face into her’s, her lips pushing against his. If Bella was still human she was sure she would have hyperventilated by now.





NOTES EDWARD & BELLA! YAY!
WORDS 869
TAGGED Kayla
CREDIT BY HEY BAYBAY !? AT CAUTION !

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[edward anthony cullen]

I see a sense of wonder

deep inside your eyes

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Bella being a vampire had it perks, he didn't constantly feel like he was going to snap her in half. They had been intimate before, several times before. Kissing her felt wonderful, there was no fear within them, it was truly just wonderful. Edwards stared into Bella's eyes and noticed her emotions change, what she was thinking? Edward wanted to know what she was thinking all the time, but that wasn't what was going to happen - unless she let it, of course. "What are you thinking in that head of yours?" He asked one finger rubbing temple softly, the other caressing her lower back. Edward saw Bella in the few moments where she would become sad, thinking of life back at Forks and in those moments he regretted changing her. But the regret never stayed for longer than a moment or two, he felt selfish, but he couldn't be without Bella. He just couldn't. They had gone through something like that before, both of them almost dying in the process. It wasn't exactly something they needed to do again and he was aware of that, he promised her that he would never leave her and for the rest of their lives, he was going to make up for what he had done to her several years ago now. "Love, you look sad, what is it?" He asked, his face changing to fit with her emotions. He hated to see her life this, it bothered him more than he wold like it to.

"You know you’re the most beautiful person on this planet," Her heard Bella speak and his face lit up. When Bella would compliment him, it meant everything. Through all the years that he had been alive, no ones compliments settled like hers did. Theirs did not mean anything, but when Bella spoke something of Edward, such as complimenting him? He took that close to his heart, whether she was aware of it or not. "I think that you have got me beat, by a long shot," He grinned widely, giving her a quick peck on the lips. No one could understand their relationship, no one. Yes, Alice and Jasper had an intense relationship, one on a emotional level that people would envy at first sight. Rosalie and Emmett, they had a strong relationship - more on a physical aspect, but still a solid relationship. And Carlisle and Esme, they had both. Edward couldn't relate to any of them for years, until Bella came around and their relationship was so different, yet so alike. They had something that people only dreamed of and he thanked whatever was out there for that ever day.

Edward kept a good hold on her, not letting any space between them. He liked it this way better, always touching her, holding her. When Edward and Bella weren't together, it was just wrong in a way. They needed each other, they will always need each other. Edward smirked as he stared at Bella, her eyes lighting up at her agreement of hunting with him. "You could simply wear nothing and that way you don't dirty up any clothes," He said pressing his face against hers, nose rubbing up the side of her cheek until his lips found her ear and he kissed lightly. "Or just a shirt of mine would look appropriate too," Edward teased kissing her softly again before he pulled back and stared into her eyes, that smirk she adored so much across his face. Edward could every detail of the way Bella looked the first time she had fed and he would never forget it, not one detail. She looked so beautiful, even with a torn dress and blood covering her - she was simply beautiful. Edward could tell that the thought was going too far when he realized that his hold on Bella had become tighter, only to keep himself from throwing her onto the table and taking her for his own. Edward looked back up at Bella and smiled, "Next time it's time for a hunt, we'll go together." He grinned wide.

"I love you Edward, I always have and I always will, I love you more each day and I never ever want to be apart from you" Edward heard Bella say, if his heart could beat it was would beating faster and faster as she spoke. Edward closed his eyes and pressed his head against Bella's, sighing with a smile. "I love you so much, love. Without you, I'm nothing. You have my heart and my soul, forever and always." He assured her, his hand caressing her lower back some more as he smiled into her eyes. They were so in love, more people in the bar happened to notice their connect, whispering amongst themselves. "It looks like we are a little passionate", Edward smirked and shrugged lightly, "A little? We're beyond that, sweetheart." He laughed softly pressing his lips against hers once more, pulling her closer to him, taking one hand and grabbing her legs, pulling them across his own as he kissed her. The kiss wasn't as rough as the last, but it was passionate and full of emotion. His hands traveled up her outer leg, up to her side as he caressed every part of her body that he could touch. At this rate, if Edward kept this up, the evening would end much better than it started. Edward tuned his attention outward for a moment as a the live band began to play a slower tuned song and he took full advantage. "Love, dance with me?" He asked her, sliding out from the seats they were in and extending his hand out to her, one hand placed behind his back as he gave her that smirk she loved so much.



word count: 964.
tag: Bella&Edward, duh!
notes: none yet. =)
credit: created by me.

[bella marie cullen]

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BABY, I CAN SEE YOUR HALO
YOU KNOW YOUR MY SAVING GRACE, YOUR EVERYTHING I NEED AND MORE.
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Time seemed to pass much slower when Bella was with Edward; of course this was never a bad thing. Anytime spend with Edward was beyond perfect, it obviously helped that they both had eternity to spend together and Bella was perfectly fine with that. The less time that they could be apart the better, the idea of them spending any time apart was just not natural. Life didn’t seem to work for Bella without Edward in it. "Love, you look sad, what is it?" Bella heard Edward ask her in a worried tone, in reality there was nothing really wrong she was just thinking back to her time in Forks, when they first met and fell in love, of course she would never regret any of it, an eternity with the person you love would be any persons dream and fortunately enough Bella got to actually live it out, but she sometimes disliked having to move around so regularly, leaving Forks was one of the hardest things she ever had to do she missed Charlie in particular, he was the best dad. ”Im fine, really. I was just thinking back to our time in Forks” Bella said, almost mumbling. She didn’t like it when Edward worried about her, she really wasn’t too upset she just missed their old life sometimes. Any place that Edward was was her home now. Bella locked her hand with Edwards and started to squeeze gently, enough to let him know that deep down she was really happy.

Edward was truly looking beautiful, Bella watched his face and put her hand up to trace the lines of his jaw, in her eyes, he was far more beautiful than she could ever be. It was the only thing they really disagreed on, well, it didn’t cause arguments but they could never quite agree, it was kind of cute actually. "I think that you have got me beat, by a long shot," Bella grinned a little as she heard Edward compliment her, again. She didn’t really pay any attention to anyone else giving her looks or muttering how beautiful she was, in her eyes the only person she wanted to compliment her was Edward, his words were the most important to her. She grinned looking up at Edward and kissing him softly on the lips, their relationship was like nothing Bella had ever seen, sure, her mom and dad split up when she was young, but looking at Alice and Jasper or Esme and Carlisle, they didn’t seem to have the intense spark that herself and Edward possessed, it was truly as if they were made directly for each other, before Edward for Bella, there was no one, she didn’t see boys in that way and as soon as she stared into his dark topaz eyes, Bella fell truly, madly, head over heels in love. Who could blame her?

Shuffling towards Edward further, Bella smiled as his hand placed on the bottom of her back, being so close and touching Edward as a vampire was so much easier than when Bella was a human, she knew that he always worried about hurting her, but more importantly losing control. Bella being immortal opened up a whole new section to their relationship, although they had been intimate before, it was different now, on a whole new level, they could be as passionate and assertive as they pleased without the fear of Bella getting hurt, it was sometimes hard to ignore the physical needs that they felt pretty much 24/7. The stares from people in the pub started to get pretty intense, but Bella certainly didn’t care and neither did Edward.
"You could simply wear nothing and that way you don't dirty up any clothes," Bella smirked lightly as she heard Edwards last comment, if it was up to her they wouldn’t have to go hunting – they could spend all day together, preferably in bed. But unfortunately they had responsibilities and a thirst to quench. It brought back fond memories of a time back on the Isle of Esme, when they conceived Renesmee, even back when Bella was human she was more than content to spend the entire day in bed lying next to Edward. "Next time it's time for a hunt, we'll go together." The idea of hunting with Edward made Bella feel happy, purely for the fact that they wouldn’t have to be apart.

"I love you so much, love. Without you, I'm nothing. You have my heart and my soul, forever and always." Bella smiled at Edwards comment, she always felt somewhat flustered when Edward was so romantic. It was reassuring to know that she was going to be with Edward forever, sometimes it felt too good to be true, Bella thought back to all the women that Edward had met over the past century and it made her feel even luckier to know that Edward was her’s and would be forever. “There is nothing that makes me prouder than calling myself Mrs. Edward Cullen” Bella said, her open body language bursting with love and pride. The couples surrounding them started to stare again as Bella and Edward continued with their conversation, to someone looking in from the outside their relationship looked somewhat fierce and that’s because it was, Bella wasn’t afraid to be physical around Edward with everyone looking. In fact Emmett liked to tease her a little about it. "A little? We're beyond that, sweetheart." pulling away from the kiss Edward initiated, she smiled, almost trying to catch her breath. Edward still had that effect on her, even though she didn’t need the oxygen she could help but pant a little when he kissed her. Bella let a shiver run down her spine as Edward caressed the side of her body, the kiss getting a little more intense, before Edward pulled away, a little to premature for Bella’s liking.
"Love, dance with me?" Bella heard Edward ask, ever the gentlemen. ”Of course, my love” Bella finished the sentence and took Edwards hand, walking to the centre of the room before she turned to face him, wrapping his one arm around her waist and holding his other hand, dancing with Edward was like nothing else, it was perfect, ”I love you” she said, making eye contact as she leaned in for a kiss, light, tender and full of love for her love.






NOTES EDWARD & BELLA! YAY!
WORDS 1,068
TAGGED Kayla
CREDIT BY HEY BAYBAY !? AT CAUTION !

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[edward anthony cullen]

I see a sense of wonder

deep inside your eyes

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Edward kept his gaze upon Bella and she was pulled away within her own memories and thoughts. He wondered what it would be like to read Bella's mind just as he could read anyone in the pub that they were in. If he had that ability, would things be like this with Bella? Or would they be different? He did not know, but what he did know was that his love for Bella was unconditional and it wouldn't ever dissipate. Regardless of what they went through. ”Im fine, really. I was just thinking back to our time in Forks” Edward nodded as she explained what was wrong and placed a hand on the side of her face and gave her a sad expression, "I miss Forks too, love, I miss it too." He admitted to her, pressing his lips against her forehead. He felt the squeeze around his hand and smiled at Bella, nodding slightly as the topic was dismissed. Edward let thumb rub the side of Bella's hand, squeezing back gently as he smiled at her, his eyes trying to read her.

Being around Bella gave Edward something that he had longed for for so long. Life. Purpose. Hope. She gave him everything that he was lacking and so much more. She was the missing link in the long miserable lifeless life that he lived. Yes, he lived from day to day with his family, going to school, coming home, and continuing the ongoing cycle, but nothing ever stuck with him in a way that Bella did. He could remember every detail from he first met her, smelt her, kissed her, held her, told her what he was, everything was like it happened yesterday. That's how everything was with Bella in his memories. It felt as if it happened yesterday. Edward leaned forward and let his lips fall upon Bella's once more, his tongue slipping around the break of her lips before he pulled back laying his forehead against hers. It was so hard to control himself around Bella, now in a different way than before. Before he had to make sure he didn't drain her dry, leaving her lifeless on her bed. He couldn't get over her scent and he doubt he ever would, even as a vampire. They never did cross the intimate relations when they were together, before their marriage. In fear that he would hurt Bella, which was a realistic caution with his strength and her fragile body.

Edward stared into Bella's eyes as his focused went elsewhere, his gaze was still upon Bella, but his thoughts were in a distant memory of them together. Edward felt detached from Bella for a few moments and brought himself back into the realm of reality, seeing Bella's beautiful face staring up at him. "Love," He grinned his hand running down the side of her face. Edward glanced down at Bella shuffling towards him more and he grinned wide, he loved when she would attach herself to him. It gave him comfort and security. Edward stared into Bella's golden eyes, completely and totally disregarding the atmosphere around them. The pub soon silenced in Edward's mind, people's thoughts seemed to disappear as he looked into her eyes. "This is nice," He his pressing his forehead against hers and smiling. "When I'm around you, I'm able to just be one with you, not hearing everyone else." He told Bella with that smile still on his face, his eyes shut.

"There is nothing that makes me prouder than calling myself Mrs. Edward Cullen," Edward heard Bella say and his face lit up instantly. He perked up and grinned at her. "It does have quite a nice ring to it," He laughed softly pushing some strands of hair out of her face. "Mrs. Cullen," He spoke softly. Bella and Edward were up and in each other arms before anyone could really notice. His hands wrapped around her middle comfortably and and his hand intertwined in her owns. They moved gracefully across the floor beneath them, the crowds turning and staring. They moved with such grace and beauty it was hard not to stare at such a sight. "I love you more, my love." He protested as he spun her around lightly and brought her back within his arms, one hard on the low of her back and the other still wrapped around her hand. Edward loved to have Bella in his arms, he felt protective of her and when she wasn't within his grasp he felt lost, but this has already been discussed. Edward stared down into Bella's eyes as she leaned forward and pressed her tender lips against his. Edward slowly closed his eyes and took one arm out from around her waist and placed it on the side of her face, the other hand that was holding hers now holding the side of her face as he kissed her softly, but the kiss didn't last as something so soft and tender. Before Edward was aware of what he was doing, he felt the wall behind stop Bella was going any farther back and his lips were pressed hard against hers. He pulled out of the kiss and glanced around them and then back at Bella, he smirked and pressed his forehead against Bella's, laughing softly. "Forgive me for such behavior,"

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[bella marie cullen]

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BABY, I CAN SEE YOUR HALO
YOU KNOW YOUR MY SAVING GRACE, YOUR EVERYTHING I NEED AND MORE.
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Bella continued to gaze into Edwards eyes, the people and atmosphere in the room started to become dethatched, that happened often when they were together, Bella was able to block out any distractions from anyone in the room as soon as she looked at Edward, it meant she was completely immersed in what they were doing, she always thought it was because Edward was her world and everything outside it didn’t really matter. Her feelings for Edward were as strong as they were when they first met, Bella didn’t really think that was possible once she became immortal; she was used to the idea of suffering immense pain during her vampire infancy, seeing other newborn vampires acting bloodthirsty led to her thinking she would be the same when in reality, Bella took to it incredibly well. Looking up at Edward her forehead joined with his, staring into his eyes gave her such a sense of safety, her life now had a purpose and that was to make him as happy as humanly possible, Bella would do anything in her power to make him happy, if for some reason he didn’t want to be with her, although it would probably kill her, she would let go, because his happiness was important.

"This is nice," Bella heard Edward say, spending time together was something they both cherished immensely, it wasn’t often they got time alone, being part of the Cullen family was something Bella had always wanted, but she did sometimes wish it was just her and Edward, she loved Esme, Carlisle, Alice, Jasper, Rose, Emmett and of course they’re beautiful daughter Renesmee, but this intense physical need for Edward often meant that everything else started to feel like a distraction, of course in reality Bella couldn’t be away from her family for too long, she would start to miss them. "When I'm around you, I'm able to just be one with you, not hearing everyone else." Bella listened intently as she heard Edward finish his sentence; it was the same feeling for Bella. It took Bella back to when she used to go to school in Forks with Edward, she could barely concentrate on her classes with him, mainly because Edward was just there and she couldn’t help but lust for him.

The music started to fill the bar again, slightly slower than before, before anyone really noticed Bella was wrapped up in Edwards arms, swaying to the music, whenever she danced with Edward, it was perfect just like the day they got married, Alice had made the Cullen’s garden even more beautiful, swaying underneath the fairy lights as Mrs. Edward Cullen was one of Bella’s favourite human memories. ”I love you, Edward” Bella said almost mumbling and nestling her head into his chest, she loved his scent. Staring up at Edward, her lips met with his once more, the kiss was tender and Bella couldn’t help but smile when Edwards hand found her face, even as someone immortal, Bella often felt weak when Edward kissed her, it was always so loving and protective. A few seconds had passed and Bella could feel Edward pushing her back towards the wall, a small gasp escaping from her lips as they started to crush against Edwards, "Forgive me for such behavior," Bella heard Edward say as she looked around at the few of the shocked faces glaring back at them, ”There is nothing to forgive” Bella said, laughing softly, it was true, she always liked it when Edward was passionate towards her, it was a stark contrast from when they were human, Edward was always so careful with her and now he was as forceful as he wanted to be without any worry of hurting Bella.

Smiling again, Bella secured her hand to the small of Edwards back, pulling him in a little closer, people in the bar were busy talking amongst themselves and were no longer staring, reaching up Bella ran her free hand through Edwards hair whilst leaning up and kissing him, crushing her lips against his and holding it for a second, sometimes she just couldn’t help herself, they didn’t get time alone often enough. Pulling away she let out a sigh, knowing that all to soon reality would hit and she would have to act like a responsible adult, ”I don’t think I’ll ever get bored of kissing you” Bella said with a smile, before she leant up and kissed him again, this time a little softer than before. It was true, Bella would never want to kiss anyone else.









NOTES EDWARD & BELLA! YAY!
WORDS 762
TAGGED Kayla
CREDIT BY HEY BAYBAY !? AT CAUTION !

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